I have become very dependant on guys. I hop from one boyfriend to another when the last relationship doesn't work and it hurts so bad. I love the cuddling and kissing a guy gives me and when they aren't being a good boyfriend, I find another. I just want to feel fullfilled through myself, not a guy. I'm so depressed and I'm crying as I write this. I'm not with anyone right now and I'm trying to keep it that way. I also have bad anxiety and am always scared I'll never find a guy again who will treat me good and obsess over it. It's constantly bothering me and I want it to go away. I just want to be better, I need advice.
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