Long Story Short - Married 17 years to an alcoholic and got divorced last March. Got involved with someone else and got pregnant, lost the baby on Jan 2nd and ended up back with the ex-husband. I did not want to be alone and he was so supportive (yeah I fell for that). Well now that I am getting my head clear I cannot believe I gave up my apartment and moved back with him in less than a month! I had come so far!! I was gone long enough to start to enjoy being alone and at peace!! How did I let this happen???? any ideas on how to cope and keep the peace?? I walk around on eggshells because I know I hurt him and I never know when he is going to come home in a drunken rage!!
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