I am new to this website. I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 11 years. We have an 8 year old daughter together. He is addicted to Heroin and either uses Heroin or Methadone regularly. When he is high he is a great guy making promises to me and my daughter, the next day he is moody and lays around the house. He has never worked, I have always supported my family. He boosts at supermarkets to support his habit. He has cheated on me throughout our relationship. It's is a terrible feeling when I come home for lunch and he is either sleeping or lounging around the couch in his shorts. We don't sleep together (his choice), he shows me no love or affection and he sleeps on the couch. The problem is that when he is not here I miss him and when he leaves me (to go to jail or somewhere else) I get very depressed and I get very moody and lay in bed all day and I am snippy with my daughter. How do you I get over my love for him. He treats me like dirt, and I keep coming back for more, but when he is not around I cannot imagine living without him.
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