I've been having a really hard time letting go of what has happened to me. In a nutshell, I changed my whole life, moved to another state to be with a man and within 2 months he was cheating on me and I didn't find out until 5 months later. He is now with her and I am alone and miserable. It's been 5 or so months now and I feel like I'm obsessing on wanting closure. I feel like it's so unfair that I'm paying the price for what they did. I don't want revenge but I feel like there's something missing from my moving on. I try not to think about them, and try to stay busy, but it just pops up in my mind and I want them to feel what they made me feel like. I'm so angry and hateful, and that's not me! No one seems to understand why I can't just "get over it".
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