..this day started with a couple of blips on the screen about a beer...i was alone and somewhat vulnerable but i told my wife on her break and i told God...i see by looking at this board that you guys respond quickly so i could have told someone on this board which i will next time...the beauty is the day is over and i didnt use...and i really didnt because even though it was only a beer or two..i couldnt figure out to save my life ..how would the day end...would it be two four packs..etc..crack on the side..and after all that..to look at my wife's face and to realize that i couldnt write to my support group ..like i;m writing tonite..if i wrote at all/....and that damm counter of clean days on this web site would have to be reset..lol..it all sounds trivial,,but thats how the tape played out today folks in my mind..so i chose to pass up the beer that i thought i so desperately wanted..God i thank u for grace and mercy..the holy spirit for the conscious voice..and this fellowship for the positive outlook..and for my wife..my solid fan...
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