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Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...

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So I put a total of 4 hits in one needle (to spit into 4 later...I forgot about this and later after awakening from a binge and sleeping pills. I found the needle and a vien in my neck (the rest were frozen or callused up) all the works of the needle went in. Down I went to the floor seizure and my dog saved me from falling down the stairs. I seen the light for sure! My whole belief in what I thought I believed in changed. Religion and all I knew went down and out as I did on the floor. What I had seen and heard and felt was really unexplainable. My individual enlightenment. I came back more enlightened and knowing we are all connected. Full story on my web site in profile. That the energy from me to you as well as to the wars and the evil wicked mean and nasty, to the loving, caring, giving compassionate souls and the crossings (over) to the allness WOW! We are all one and then some. (Trying not to get too heavy) and hope some understand....if not pretend k? LOL Any way the message I received from guides was go back get better give back, basically. (I would have rather stayed where I was) But oh well here I be! and Ya I kinda like it because I can play with humanity a little more. LOL! Any way anyone care to share there happeing or experience! I realize this was just an experience that was a part of my living. Not my dying! Huge diffence! BEcause here I be to share it! ALIVE!
Sherose!
Namaste = The spirit in me, honors the spirit in you!
So I put a total of 4 hits in one needle (to spit into 4 later...I forgot about this and later after awakening from a binge and sleeping pills. I found the needle and a vien in my neck (the rest were frozen or callused up) all the works of the needle went in. Down I went to the floor seizure and my dog saved me from falling down the stairs. I seen the light for sure! My whole belief in what I thought I believed in changed. Religion and all I knew went down and out as I did on the floor. What I had seen and heard and felt was really unexplainable. My individual enlightenment. I came back more enlightened and knowing we are all connected. Full story on my web site in profile. That the energy from me to you as well as to the wars and the evil wicked mean and nasty, to the loving, caring, giving compassionate souls and the crossings (over) to the allness WOW! We are all one and then some. (Trying not to get too heavy) and hope some understand....if not pretend k? LOL Any way the message I received from guides was go back get better give back, basically. (I would have rather stayed where I was) But oh well here I be! and Ya I kinda like it because I can play with humanity a little more. LOL! Any way anyone care to share there happeing or experience! I realize this was just an experience that was a part of my living. Not my dying! Huge diffence! BEcause here I be to share it! ALIVE!
Sherose!
Namaste = The spirit in me, honors the spirit in you!
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Sherose *huge hugs*!!!!!!!
Afterwards, when I talked about this people looked at me like I was crazy, but Im not.
I remember the peace and the love in that room. I remember the feeling that I was surrounded by people who loved me. They were all around me even though I couldnt see them. I felt real love for the first time I think.
This still was not enough to make me stop. I continue to use for seven more years.
That is insane!!!
We shall overcome!
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