
Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...
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I try so hard everyday living excepting and tring to want better but it is hard, i have a cocaine addiction but i know it will not help my life, but i cant seem to shake it. i have tried to quit for about 40 days but i always start haveing the lust for it, the lust gets so bad i always end up back in the same place i started, i have to leave it along, i need help and i need someone to be by my side i have no one beside me , my girlfriend dont know how and i dont know what to tell her give me advice please, i have a 5 year old son that looks up to me and i really want a better life for me and my son, but noone that i turn to understands how hard it is to let the addition go, is there anything that will help me get over the lust of the drugs can someone please writ me back ASAP. thanks for your support.
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it does take time for the obsession to go away, but it does eventually. but only if you dont pick up that first one. after a while of not picking the drug up, you learn how to deal with the cravings and what to do instead of picking up the drug. calling a sober friend, going to a meeting, come on here, doing something active, etc.
sounds to me you'd like some help, and that is the perfect place for it. for me, i cant pick up alcohol or any other drug because i know it will lead me back to coke-it always has in the past.
sometimes its hard to be in a relationship and try to help yourself at the same time. in your heart you know what you need to do, noone can tell you. but i can tell you, it is very difficult to work on yourself when you are focusing on a girlfriend and feelings for her. it is also hard to be in a relationship if the other person doesnt really understand addiction. your girlfriend cant be your savior.
i dont necessarily think you need to get rid of your son, but once the addiction progresses (and it always does) your son could eventually get taken away from you. its happened to so many people at meetings.
go to a meeting and listen to some experiences. identify with the people, dont compare. it works if you work it!
I think Mandy is taking her own life issues out on you hun.
You need to be around the ones you love.
As your son is 5 he still has innocence so this will (I'm sure you know this) bring out the protective daddiness in you.
Keep thinking of him.
Try to keep away from your friends that do it.
If you do go out with them... stay away from clubs and don't go back to their houses. Think about your son.
I know it is really hard, but when you feel like you need to get some charlie just don't go out. STAY AWAY FROM ALCOHOL for a while as subconsciously, you connect the two.
Try to stay strong and eventually it will not be a problem.
Tell your friends that you really want to stop and not to let you do it around them.
GOOD LUCK!
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