I try so hard everyday living excepting and tring to want better but it is hard, i have a cocaine addiction but i know it will not help my life, but i cant seem to shake it. i have tried to quit for about 40 days but i always start haveing the lust for it, the lust gets so bad i always end up back in the same place i started, i have to leave it along, i need help and i need someone to be by my side i have no one beside me , my girlfriend dont know how and i dont know what to tell her give me advice please, i have a 5 year old son that looks up to me and i really want a better life for me and my son, but noone that i turn to understands how hard it is to let the addition go, is there anything that will help me get over the lust of the drugs can someone please writ me back ASAP. thanks for your support.
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