I got out of detox last thursday.I seemed to be doing ok.but today is not going well.Just feel anxiety and getting hives from it.Before I would go get a hit to deal with it but ya know it never ends with one. This feeling I have today though is not a "go get high" feeling..its a different anxiety.Maybe afraid I will fail and fall flat on my face again? I am afraid of letting everyone down again.
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