Well i went on a binge..2 days of smoking crack..hiding.broke now.Tried calling many addiction services.long waits or no answer.Do they really care?? I feel so weak, ashamed..I have a cleaning biz but didnt work cause I was getting high instead.I have stopped before.Deleted numbers but i know right where to go to get it.people know when you get paid.. know when to call you. Use you.Take you back into your hole.I NEED HELP OR I WILL LOSE IT..When I got home after two days of smoking i tried to cut my wrists.Stupid but when i come down thats the feelings i get.
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