i went for a long walk not because i wanted to but because my fiance no longer trusts me and wont allow me to have my car keys while he is at work. I had to take my kids on my journey to enroll my son into school. he doesnt understand he hasnt even tried a cigarette. i crave crack all day i need someone to talk to. someone who understands. he just asks how can u do this to me? drugs are powerful and i made the mistake thinking i could controll it. I tried it and liked it way too much. i need to get back on track but its hard when you feel like everyone is against you
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