so, i celebrated my year december 15, 2008 and last night i had my first using dream. the whole town i was in was using except me and chasing me telling me they'd show me how. and i woke up freaking out, but then i calmed down and figured that was just God telling me to not take my recovery for granted and that no matter how much clean time i have, if i get too comfortable my disease will pounce. so, i want to wish you all a happy 2009 and congrats for another day clean :)
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