Well I first tried this drug probably 2 months ago. and just 4 days ago did about a gram myself in one day. The excuse was to just get some so id have the energy to clean my house. Still I am having the hard cravings to go buy more, my body says I love it but I know I can't get caught up in this, one more thing to bring me down the hole. If anyone could I'd love to hear your stories or advice on why I should never do it again. I need a reminder of why I dont want this, Because i have a constent reminder that its there and easy to get since i have two neighbors in my complex who sell and several friends looking for a good time and every since they found out i was 'cool' with it ive got several phone calls from people.
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