...had a huge conversation with my mother talking about my family's current financial woes and I told her that I cant just go out there and blow money on drugs and alcohol cause I got a wife and two kids counting on me...I was so selfish in my addiction..I never had anyone to be responsible for and my mother pointed out that this repsonsibisibility really brings out the greater moral good in me..I worked through bills today with my wife..budgeting down to the last dollar and even though i felt bad with nothing left..I came home sober and everything is paid for..no thoughts of using today..none whatsoever..today was a sobering reality that my life is bigger than my selfish desires for pleasure..that at the end of every binge..a hand is still held out for that check i was suppossed to bring home..that car i rode in all night has to get someone to work...the loss of my health, prescence or life affects many more lives than myself..a very sobering day..clean and sober/...
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