A few years ago i was very addicted.. the come down got to be so bad that i just didnt come down... at all... for about 8 months. then i slowly got off of it with the help from my parents and friends. i have been doing it at random every since. if its offered, or if im around it. havent purchased anything. but lately i have been so stressed and time-crunched on getting my school work done that i decided to get a gram... i got it last night while at work and just decided to come home and crash since i had been working almost 20 hours in a row... but now im home with it. and i want to do it. i have the weirdest feeling..havent done any but the fact that i know its sitting right next to me is driving me crazy... idont want to do it because im afraid i wont stop. and ill crave more.. help!
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