the past 2 weeks have been the hardest in along time not in the way you might think I don't feel like I want to use it's what I see on TV that gets me. There are shows out there that I don't need to be looking at I find myself sitting on the edge of my seat and remembering the feelings. they show them smoking it how is this Good? I've been down for 2 wks.. now why do I want to test myself. the one thing I did find out is that I'm not strong Enough to be looking at shows like this. We have too know our Lemits and I am thankful I found mine . It's just as bad as hanging around someone thats doing it to me it's only a matter of time before I do it if I keep this up. My goal is too make it to one year clean and sober on DS and so far I have 9 months 3 more to go. I'm NOT giving UP I'm FIGHTING for my LIFE. Thanks for the positive support God Bless
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