I am so miserable and confused... I don't know what to do anymore... I just don't know if I can stop using... I want to, but it's so hard... after 2 days sober, I went out and used again... I feel like I've lost control... I become a completely different person when I"m trying to get, or using drugs... it's almost like I can't stop myself... I know that I'm the only one that can, but it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do... when I first started using, I had no idea what I was getting myself into... if I could go back and change things I would... I don't know what I"m going to do... I want to change my life, but I just don't know if I can anymore...:(
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