Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...
I just wanted to let all of you know that I know exactly what you are going through, step - by - step. I was severely addicted in my teen years, it is honestly a miracle that I didn't end up dead or pregnant. I have now been clean for 2 years and 3 months, and believe me, it gets easier. There are still times that I crave it, but all i need to do is look back at the 2 years that I have had without it and I remind myself how much better my life is.
I know that I got lucky, I was able to make that decision and make a clean break, I moved, stopped talking to all of my friends and left no forwarding address behind.
The reason that I joined this community is so that everybody knows that if you need somebody to talk to about absolutely anything, I am here for you.
For those of you that think that I am just some rich white girl that tried it once then mommy and daddy moved me away. Let me tell you a little about my story, it involves beatings, rape, police, haven't talked to my family in 3 years, drinking, drug dealers, crystal meth, and running for my life.
To make a long, long story short, I got involved with the wrong guy, that had the wrong friends. I started to doing coke out of fear the dealers would kill me to stop me from going to the police, eventually several drug dealers moved into my apartment and began monitoring my every move, I was routinely drugged and raped, I was constantly receiving death threats. This went on for over a year, then one day I gave up, I tried some of the crystal meth that the dealers were always offering and ended up overdosing, still high as a figgin kite I called the cops on myself. I was evicted. The drug dealers followed me to work and waiting for me to leave, they wanted to know what I had told the police. After two years of fear, and several more death threats, I moved 16 hours away from my home town. I lost everything because of the drugs.
I am sorry that this took so long, but the gist of it is. I know where you have been and what you are dealing with. If you need somebody to talk, let me know.
I know that I got lucky, I was able to make that decision and make a clean break, I moved, stopped talking to all of my friends and left no forwarding address behind.
The reason that I joined this community is so that everybody knows that if you need somebody to talk to about absolutely anything, I am here for you.
For those of you that think that I am just some rich white girl that tried it once then mommy and daddy moved me away. Let me tell you a little about my story, it involves beatings, rape, police, haven't talked to my family in 3 years, drinking, drug dealers, crystal meth, and running for my life.
To make a long, long story short, I got involved with the wrong guy, that had the wrong friends. I started to doing coke out of fear the dealers would kill me to stop me from going to the police, eventually several drug dealers moved into my apartment and began monitoring my every move, I was routinely drugged and raped, I was constantly receiving death threats. This went on for over a year, then one day I gave up, I tried some of the crystal meth that the dealers were always offering and ended up overdosing, still high as a figgin kite I called the cops on myself. I was evicted. The drug dealers followed me to work and waiting for me to leave, they wanted to know what I had told the police. After two years of fear, and several more death threats, I moved 16 hours away from my home town. I lost everything because of the drugs.
I am sorry that this took so long, but the gist of it is. I know where you have been and what you are dealing with. If you need somebody to talk, let me know.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
And thank you Grumpydad
Sounds like you have alot of strength and courage. I applaud you for doing what you had to in order to be free today. You probably have alot of wisdom to bring to this site, and good advice as well.