Yesterday was my Birthday. I was sitting around talking to a friend that I knew when I was a teenager. She reminded me that when she first saw me I was very young. She really made me think back. I realize that I had been smoking weed for over 16 yrs. My reason for this you know we need a reason,so that I will be able to eat. So now I need help finding other ways to live my life without it. God has taken crack and alcohol away from me so I know that he can do it. Please anyone with anything that can help me reach this goal I welcome. I never thought that I would ever want to stop but as I get closer to God I know that I don't want anything in my life that will stop me from being all that God wants me to be. I want to help people but I want to be right. So many times we fall because of what we see others do and I don't want that to happen and beside that I want better for myself.
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