Really, really want to get high right now. Did nine days, slipped up once, now I'm on four. Not havin the greatest couple of days. Mostly at night when I realize how bored I am with myself and my whole life and how lonely I am, and how another day just slipped by that was just a big nothing, gonna end a big nothing, just me sitting alone on the couch being sad and feeling sorry for myself and not even being motivated to do anything about it. Anyone want to remind me why I don't really want or need coke tonight?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...