Really, really want to get high right now. Did nine days, slipped up once, now I'm on four. Not havin the greatest couple of days. Mostly at night when I realize how bored I am with myself and my whole life and how lonely I am, and how another day just slipped by that was just a big nothing, gonna end a big nothing, just me sitting alone on the couch being sad and feeling sorry for myself and not even being motivated to do anything about it. Anyone want to remind me why I don't really want or need coke tonight?
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