I am back to the realisation of the seriousness of addiction, I am powerless over drugs I was clean for almost 6 months started exersising and putting some weight on what was a fairly skinny skeleton then I had an idea to go and pick up about 60 dollars worth of coke! I shot some and smoked the rest, the next few days I never really felt to out of sorts but its almost a week later and the obssesion is back! I played with fire by entertaining then acting on the thought of using now I fear when I get the cash I am expecting the cycle may repeat itself and we all know once it starts rollin it extremely difficult to stop! I,m just throwing my feelings out there I hope I can post again soon with a positive outcome!
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