I didn't think it was going to be easy I just figured it would be a lot easier than it is. I'm starting to feel like I'm going to break. When I first wanted to get sober I thought I'd be able to do it. Now I don't think I'm going to be sober much longer. I feel lost without the drugs, half the time I don't even know what to do with myself. I pace around the house and when I hang out with my friends it's not the same as it used to be. All I can think about is wanting to score. you might think I'm making too big a deal over this but I don't. I need advice on how to get a handle on this. Anything you have to say would most likely be helpful.
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