wow. where to start. i started using coke casually about 2 years ago. when i was in high school i used, but had been clean for about 5 years. my husband and i had an agreement when we got married that he wouldn't smoke pot and i would steer clear of all drugs (i have a very addictive personality). long story short about 6 months into our marriage (2 years ago), we both caved. we essentially went on a 2 week binge. it started out as casual, but about a year ago i let it become a routine. up untill about 4 weeks ago i let it take over. i ended up spending too much money and cheating on my husband just to get it. it sucks cause i can't stop thinking about it. its so accessable its sick. when does it get better? i can't promis that if it was in front of me i would be able to turn it down.
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