getting high seems to be the only thing I know. I dont know who I am anymore, it seems that it was/is such a big part of me that when trying to quit I feel as though Im losing part of ME. I dont know how to go through every day not getting high. I dont feel like I fit in with sober people, as we have nothing in common, and I dont know how to make new friends. I been going to bed really early most nights, and just watching the clock for a time that seems reasonable to go to bed, so that I can make it through one more day. It seems like I had more of a life when I was getting high. I have no friends anymore, Im seriously bored, yet every time i leave my house, my mouth starts watering, and I start thinking of ways that I can justify getting high again. Can Anyone Tell Me How To Make It Through Today. I have no energy, I have no desire to do the things I used to do. The fact that Im on the computer is somewhat amazing. I have alot of friends in Yahoo Euchre that I used to Love to talk to, but now that Im not high, Im too drained to be bothered with anything. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
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