I'm a once a week Cocaine user. I do a gram to a gram and a half when I use. It usually takes 3-4 days before I start to feel better. As soon as I feel better I tear myself down and do the same thing again. WTF!!! I'm desperate to stop. Been to NA but I don't feel comfortable in the rooms. I can't afford In-patient treatment or out-patient for that matter. I have no support from family and any "friends" I have are from the Bars so that's no good. I've been trying to set some time for myself daily but I'm everybody's go to guy so there is no time for me. I think this is why I can't stop. I need some REAL friends, positive people to help guide me. Thanks for reading my post. I'm looking forward to your opinions and advise.
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