Today I am feeling a little sad, I am lonely. afraid to get in a relationship because i don't want to get hurt. Separated from husband 1 year ago. He was also hiv and a recovering addict. He did not want to be married any more after 5 years. At time he was also clean since our breakup he has been with another lady and they have been using drugs together since 12/06. We had problems like most relationship, he was a on the road truck drive so he was gone most of the time 5days out of a week. I had insercrity problems with him gone so much. I work everyday,i would keep a clean house ,i would make love when he wanted it, i would want to do things or go places when he was home, but he would be to tired and did not want to do any thing. last time i heard from him he said how much he missed me and want to be together,he call and said happy sweetest day. we set a date to see each other. I made dinner and i have not heard from him since. I still love him and miss him. I have file a a divorce, address unknown. We have no children or property. I have had a few people that want to date me and they i am hiv. But I am really not feeling them so at this time i am not involve with anyone. Been on a couple of dates too, nothing serious. i have my sad times but i know it will pass. Just had my clean anniversary on 12/4/07 12years.
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