
Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...
Both you and your husband must come to realization that your life is out of control and no longer manageable. You must also realize that your children are suffering from all the chaos because I am sure they are not getting any structure in their little lives.
I think you and your husband need to take the boys to a grandparent and get yourselves to a meeting. Dont walk, run. Raise your hand when you are there and say that you need help. Get a phone list of women for you and a phone list of men for your husband. If you have a local detox center, maybe you should think of admitting yourselves. You owe to yourselves and to your children.
Please do not feel like you and your husband are weak for having an addiction, or asking for help, or not being the kind of parents you want to be.
You cant change the past, but just for this moment you never have to use again. Just for today you never have to use again.
I am here for you, anytime.
FOR ME, GETTING AWAY AND PUTTING A BREAK IN IT, STARTING A NEW LIFE ROUTINE WITHOUT IT...
YOU ARE PROB. CODEPENDENT WITH YR. HUSBAND TOO SO A SEPARATION WOULD PROB. BE GOOD TILL YOURE BOTH CLEAN... AND IF ONE OF YOU CANT STAY CLEAN THEN YOU NEED TO SPLIT.
YOU JUST NEED TO GET A BREATH OF AIR AND GET YOUR FEET ON THE GROUND. GET FAMILY OR FRIENDS TO HELP. PUT THE SHIT DOWN AND GO BOWLING WITH THE KIDS. ANYTHING. GET A SPONSOR.
SIX YEARS AGO IN LA I WAS DOING ABOUT TWO GRAMS A DAY EASY, SNIFFING AND SMOKING IT, THERE WAS ALWAYS HUGE BAGS OF IT AROUND...
NOW PEOPLE CAN DO IT IN FRONT OF ME AND I DONT MIND. ITS ALL ABOUT FORCING A BREAk IN YOUR ROUTINE... AND IF YOU CANT STICK TO IT THEN REHAB
GOOD LUCK. BE STRONG, COKE'S DEVIOUS BUT NOT VERY SMART. YOU CAN BEAT IT, ITS A STUPID DRUG, JUST A WASTE.
WHEN YOU STARTED DOING IT IT WAS FUN, RIGHT?
IS IT FUN NOW?