Hello everyone, I have just found this group and I am hoping to find some freinds who can help me on my road to recovery. I have been a Cocaine addict for over 15 years and I have almost got myself off it despite living with a user and being around people who are using. I have only used 3 time this year and each time I have I have gone spiralling back down into a deep depression. I am almost there but I feel like I live on a knife's edge with my addiciton sometimes. I have no support and I cannot go to CA or NA meetings. I just want to chat to people who understand my torment and who can hold my hand when I really need a freind.
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