i have been addicted to crack cocaine for 11yrs. i gave my 3 children up for adoption because i wanted them to have a life i new i could not provide them. i have made many attempts to get off the crack but allways went back. a friend once asked me tracie what would it take for u to stop and i told her if u can prove to me that it kills then ill stop. well i lied. one of my best friends died as a result of smokincrack and i cotinued to use day in and day outi walked the streets sellin myself to get money for my next hit all the while wisin i would just die or someone like a friend a cop a stanger would just put me in there car and make me go get help but that never happened so i continued to smoke until a friend was found murdered and dumped on the side of the road half naked a gunshot tothe back of her head and two in her back the cowards her killed her couldnt even look her in her eyes as theytook her life now most pepole would say oh well she was just a crackhead well she was my friend someones mother someones daughterand no one has the right to take another persons life so it all came to a head when it came that close to home i had had enough and i moved away from the town in with my sponser and have been clean for 5 and a half mo with on relapse and strive everyday to remain that away so tell me what u think
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