..thanks all of you all..made it home from the hospital with the wife...no cancer ..so you keep it moving right...its funny yall that i have too much to think about under all these situations than some beer or crack..and you guys have been very supportive...and i really am thankfull that we all have each other to depend on because time doesnt always allow us to get to meetings and i never miss this time i have daily with you all...i didnt know what to expect because so many other online groups are for the bull crap but no one i have encountered on this website has been insincere or full of games and thats very important for all of us cause i believe this is a life or death situation at times for many people we will come across in this group///..its been a great day..a great week and headed for 3 weeks clean..i have cried many days after writing these thoughts because i am so relieved that i dont have to live like i was living..but i also cry because i know what it feels like to not be ready to change cause i wasnt ready for years and some of us are still not ready...well..another day down..clean and sober
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