its a beautiful day here..for one its 80 degrees just five days ago we had almost 10inches of snow..the god of my understanding lets me know everyday giving up isnt an option ..holding on miracles never cease to amaze me..today im two years clean and sober but more than that im happy..i have a future ahead of me all the pain,anguish and destructions behind me..i'd been to councelors,therapists,phycatrists,programs,n/a,and a/a but the only thing that got me clean was surrender to it all..acceptance that i cant safely use.12 steps also helped heal my spirit which i think all addicts need in order to stay clean not just stop using..its a spiritual process and im indeed a new spirit..i've gone back to school and i got an a my first module..this is the same girl that use to pray for d's..im 40..its never to late to turn it around..take it oneday at a time..and thank u all for being here to share it with..my message to those that think they cant..im saying YES!you can..
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