Cocaine Addiction & Recovery Support Group

Cocaine addiction is the excessive intake of cocaine, and can result in physiological damage, lethargy, depression, or a potentially fatal overdose. Though the immediate craving to do more cocaine is strong and very common, this feeling usually subsides in most users within an hour. This craving can, as it has in many users, develop rather quickly into an intense...

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is it bad

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I crave coke and its got to the stage I drink every night. I don't get drunk every night, just enough to 'take the edge off'. I've spent the last 3 years on my own of an evening as my husband works. I've 2 young kids, age 3 and 5. I had severe PostNatal Depression. My husband is currently trying to sell his business as eventually he has recognised the insecure, unconfident, pathetic wreck I am. He's purged the pills I've taken and dressed the wounds I've self-harmed. I speak to my docs, told em about the coke n everything and they double my anti-d's yet again. I wish I was dead. I've gotten drunk n kissed a stranger and in a fit of desperation, bought a brand new Volkswagen Golf to cheer myself up. I HAVE NO MONEY!!!!!
I'm a fuck up. A previosly beautiful, popular but now fat and pathetic FUCK UP
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'SHE SAT THERE SO REFINED AND DRANK HERSELF HALF BLIND'. My carving for my headstone.
mgs1
mgs1
okay... So what are you going do about it?
That previously beautiful, popular person is still in there.... It's up to you to bring her out again.
STAY STRONG..
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Well I can tell you from being a former addict that drinking and higher dosages of antid's arent going to help anything. Look at it this way; you're strong enough to realize whats wrong, you have 2kids which I'm sure are wonderful and I'm sure a wonderful husband. Just because you arent "as beautiful" as you used to be doesnt mean a thing. The old you is still in there. Its hard work to get back to it trust me I know but it can be done. Just keep excepting support from friends, family, and Dr. Everything will be ok I promise. I know it sounds cheesy and you're probably thinking "yeah right" but its true. Good luck and if you ever need to talk feel free to write me. :)
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Hiya, fellow fuck up here!! I know what your going through im going through the same right now. Put you gotta stay positive - none of that wishing you were dead - dont get me wrong i think about it sometimes but really its not the answer - dont let the drugs win - youv'e got your kids to think of, i bet they think your beautiful. and i bet they think your the best mum in the world - dont ever stop trying to give up for their sake and for your own sanity.

Big love xxx
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Today, CAN be the first day, of the rest of your life. Think about it.
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