i feel like im posting alot at the moment bad couple of weeks, cant stop thinking about so much stuff, ive come to understand alot more about me, but ive gone right back to the beginning again, thinkin i just wanna go out and party and have a blast, i know it aint right, but ignorance was bliss! so what do you do now stuck in the middle go back? carry on? they say that carrying on with drugs can only be death, could this just be fate? everyones got to die one way or the other, i dunno im not so positive at the moment, ive been able to dig my way out of holes coz perhaps you would say my higher power is my love for life and the love for people around me, well i cant but think life sucks and if you love the people around you - you dont hurt them do you!
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