So after a year and half of being sober...I have hit rock bottom again. We are trying to have a baby and so far nothing seems to be working! now all I can think about is getting high...When I quit i had to distance myself from everything and everyone who had anything to do with coke. Now I regret every minute of that!!! I just wish i knew where to go and get it at...Imean Inkow who i need to call but I dont have the numbers anymore and I am to scared to show up at their house and ask for some cocaine after being out of the loop for over a year. I HATE THIS FEELING!
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