I'm living day-to-day with a crack addict!!! At least she doesn't do it here in the house anymore, but if I want to spend time with her I have to go where she is and watch her smoke crack!! She doesn't even care enough to not do it in front of me!! I'm just waiting until I have enough money to leave and I'm out of here! I have tried to be supportive, stand by her side, set limits, whatever. Nothing works!!! It is stressing me out and emptying my soul watching her do this to herself! She doesn't seem to see or care how much this is killing me!!! I am also dealing with fibromyalgia and stress only makes it worse. I just can't do this anymore! Please help!!!!
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