Its 4:30 am and I have to be at work by 9:30. I've been snorting cocaine all night. Infact, I have been doing it virtually non stop for several months now. I hate the person I become when I'm doing this, and I keep telling myself that I will never do it again after I finish what I have. But then I get more. I don't know how this happened. I am 27 and have so much good in my life. I have a successful career, wonderful family and friends. I am attractive and intelligent, caring and interesting. So why am I doing this to myself? I think I am ruining my life. Please help me. I am scared. And I have a big day at work tomorrow and need to sober up and be on my A game. thank you for your advice.
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