Can't get it together today and its been this way since I woke up this morning.The tears are endless and I'm kicking my own butt for this hell I am living in. Everything seems to be turned into my fault (dealing with personal issues) and instantly I wanna get high. Dang this is a BAD day, I am straight powerless, and this sux. I am scared to death here for real and I don't wanna get anything to shove up my nose but yet I do.I feel like I need something right now and this mess has totally caught me off guard.I feel like I need the drugs, I feel like I need help too...guess I need it all.
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