my boyfriend of 7 yrs is a cocaine addict. i first found out in july. he has relapsed a few times, more recently 2 wks ago. he had almost been clean for 6 months. i am so depressed about this. i don't know what to do to help him and i feel like i am losing it...going crazy. i know someone else out there must have these same feelings. i just need some help. so far i am basically doing this on my own. i am the strong woman who has all the answers. in reality i am just the enabler. i don't have all the answers anymore. i have been extremely depressed over all of this.
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