Hi there, my name is B, I'm 31 and I'm addicted to cocaine. I have never said that aloud before, and it scares me to say it now. I'm a regular user and almost noone close to me knows about it.(They knew I had a problem a few yrs ago but thought I stopped long ago) I think I'm in denial about how bad my problem is. My nose is full of holes and sores and runs constantly which I attribute to my past use. I feel lonely, guilty and ashamed most of the time and that makes me so sad. I can't bear to think of the consequences of revealing this secret, let alone ask for help. I want to be able to stop on my own, but don't know if I can anymore? I'm scared.
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