It's been awhile since I have visited this site. I hate to say it but I've been bad, been on a binge for the last couple of weeks and now I feel like my nose is gonna fall off! I want to stop this and weed so bad but I am so weak. I have no will power and with the weed I get really bad withdraws.. really mean. I hate when I do that and I hate myself for being so weak. I wish I had someone to talk to but my family and friends dont know I'm on it. It's like two people are in my head fighting each other. you know the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other. Looks like the devil's been winning.
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