I don't know what it is but I always tell myself that I want to quit and that I am able to quit by myself...even though I know I can't stop by myself....It scares me because I do more and more every time and Im afraid of doing too much. Does anybody have any advice on how to stop...I go to na, or at least I try to go on a regular basis but I always come up with an excuse for myself not going... I would go to rehab but I cant afford it...and what scares me the most is that there is a part that doesn't want to stop.
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