Ive been clean about three weeks.It got so bad i handed over my car keys to my friend, dont drive anywhere, dont go anywhere,exept work. Its starting to get frustrating,feeling so helpless. My friend that so willinglly agreed to helping me is turning into a control freak.cant even go to the gas station station by myself.My friend controls all my $ . Having a hard time dealing with everything, but I know I have to be carefull, because Im bad for relapsing every 30 days or so. Maybe Im just being a fucking baby, I dont know.
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