Maybe someone can help me with this...When you are feeling ashamed, broken down, alone, self esteem at its lowest... Should I continue, you get the picture. I realize there is lots of support out there from friends like yourselves. But. When you are alone day after day feeling really down and the running doesn't help, watching a movie doesn't help. Can someone explain to me the switch inside us that creates that moment you experience that I'm ok? and that this pain will go away and never return??
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