..i moved so fast in addiction..if it wasnt binge night..it was crisis management night for the previous night of smoking crack rocks and drinking..and its been a real chore reorienting myself to get used to a freakin quiet night in bed surfing the internet..tv and getting ready for the next day...life was always going boom ..boomm and at times its weird to be so still..tonite is the end of a wild day..went to court for my murdered step son..got the wife to bed and now what??...i cherish my sobriety and am working hard now to live a normal life learning how to watch the tv instead of pawn the tv...i've thought a lot about this group as some of us have taken a chance and poured out our hearts in the midst of the storms and others have given feedback quickly forgetting .."for whence we came"// our own road travelled...i am happy for this group tonite..all of u..and i pray to God that none of relapse facing incarceration..institution or death tonite..
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