I don't know if this is really a topic. I think its just me bithcing. My Dad got a divorce over a year ago. All he does is lay in bed and feel sorry for himself. I live in this small town with him where he brought me to "save" me from drugs. I am so lonely and so bored here all I do now is lay around like him thinking about how I can get hi to make the pain of this emptiness go away. I am sick of this shit. He won't let me borrow his truck to go to an AA meeting which is an hour away in the closest town from here. I am totally isolated, I have no friends who are clean and no support groups of any kind. I am just existing in an empty void with no hope of escape. The only way to escape this is to get high and that just ends up being an even bigger mess. Just don't know what to do!
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