so tonight the 4th night i am now going with no sleep in these 4 days i haven't slept even a min. i am now typing this while waiting on some more lines i haven't eaten hardly in these 4 days and in just these 4 days the weight loss has been really noticeable i have tried eating it doesn't work i start a bite i cant get past two bites i push myself but its hard i need to stop this binge before it gets to 5 days i have also had very bad pain in my liver area coming on and off and getting heart burn pretty bad on and off pretty bad dizziness and balance in standing i need to fucking stop this till it hits 5 days but the side effects coming off suck soo bad when it gets near first thing i think is i gotta get more and now that its going on so many dies each time it gets near coming down it hurts more and more i start to feel this burning pain in my stomach fuck i need help to push to not hit 5 days like this my telling myself this is the last line then one more will be ok i need someone to talk to who understands this very well at the moment
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