im not oin so good at all !! bf left almst 2 weeks ago ... I didnt know he want coming back! He wnted away fom the COKE & didnt knw any oter way !! Its ripping me apart! I was not bad when he 1st left but seems each day only ges harder. 80,000 plus a house lost in less thn 3 yrs ,,, I feel all my fault ,,, he did everything 4 me so I neve ot out bed ,,, emotional cripple !!! I dont now where he is or if he is coming back !!1 he lft with only the clothes on his back .. I am a complete mess just wann pop my pill and crawl backin bed. Fel helpless andto blame !!! we fought every day, and havent slept together nalmost a year ... I am so lonely an no one want to hear it ... I have 4got how to survive and each day jut seems to get harder ... I miss him so much .. I just wanna fix everything .. Met a coule really wonderful ppl here but feel like a burden... not good enough ... hiding away imy hous ... Anyone PLEASE TALK TO ME ... need all the support I can get ... so lost, empty and alone ... Hurts rea bad .. Just want the pan to sto
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