i have been married for 18 years and am trying my last effort to save my marriage. for years i have heard him say lets move away from here. i have not been willing because every thing i know is here. i am at the point of wanting to leave and try some where else. am i fool. getting his drugs here were we live now is so easy, as a matter of fact a family member is one of his dealers. so i want to believe that maybe a change of enviroment is exactly what we both need. i love my husband and would want to spend the rest of my life with him but just not like this.
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