im not having a good day, im feeling pretty sad. i woke this morning in a bit of a state. all because iv split with my fiance because of his cocaine & alcohol addiction. i had a dream he was holding my hand, i was really upset when i woke because thats all it was "just a dream" i came home from work & cried. something i havent done for almost a week. iv cried everyday before that since we split over a month ago. im angry & upset that iv had to get help like joining DS (no offense, youve been great) & im taking a strong dose of antidepressants for the 1st time in my life & im not the one with the addiction (maybe only to him) i just want to remind you all the knock on affect your addiction has on those that love you. its not just you that suffers, we do too. i just wanted you all to know to help you all with your recovery. i hope tomorrows a better day.
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