Oh gosh yesterday I was in a bad situation. I take this van service through my insurance to go to my day treatment and this van driver has been trying to get at me. First he gave me this number to call him when I was done with my appointment so he can give me a return ride. Well later I found out it was his actual cell phone number and I called from my cell phone. So he got my number. He started to call my cell. And telling me to call him. I am a type of person that is scared to tell a guy straight out no. I just say I don't know to him if I am going to call him or not. Well anyways later on I sort of told him the truth that I wasn't into him like that plus he is to old for me. I am 19 and he is 40. But u know he started saying oh no I am just trying to be friends with u. Bull shit! Well yesterday he brought alcohol to me and he knew I was a recovering drug addict! And on the van he tried giving it to me! I started freaking out! It was also my favorite kind by the way. I could just smell it and taste it. It was so tempting. But I kept thinking of what would happen if I did take that drink. It would just lead me down hill. I kept thinking and looking at my baby. My baby was in the van at the time also. I told him no. I had a long ride home also. I was shaking when I got home. It was scary. I called the boss of the van service what happened and now that guy isn't picking me up anymore. I realize more and more how strong I really am. I feel great and proud of myself that I said NO!
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