Hi everyone. I'm new here. Used crack very heavily from 2003-2005, and was off it for 3 years, though I continued to drink. I slipped up a month or two ago, and it was scary. I get extremely paranoid and think that there are cops following me or watching me in my house. I have been suffering from depression and bipolar disorder for the last 10 years, and this stuff makes it a lot worse. I intend to go back to NA meetings but I keep putting it off. I will try to go to one this week. I cannot afford to mess with this stuff anymore. Could use all the advice and encouragement I can get.
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